I would literally rather blow my head off than tell someone how I'm doing even if I'm doing well and I think that is pretty fucked up

@vriska@lizards.live that shit fucked me up for almost a decade, all those feelings brewing up deep inside me just got worse and worse

nobody gets to know me, not even me, and that's the way I like it baby

cell - https://shitposter.club/users/cell i feel like im gonna be jokerfied one of these days i s2g

this is why my ultimate life end goal is shifty motorcycle drifter

@vriska@lizards.live Yeah, that is pretty fucked up. It's great when somebody you can trust knows you... and even better when you know yourself and you aren't trying to sabotage yourself.

@vriska@lizards.live way of the road

Xalef - https://shitposter.club/users/Xalef nowhere is my home baby

sim - https://shitposter.club/users/sim it really sucks but I can not seem to find a way to suppress it at all no matter what I try

@vriska@lizards.live a fellow drifter I see

@vriska@lizards.live @sim@shitposter.club Molly will open you up

Xalef - https://shitposter.club/users/Xalef sim - https://shitposter.club/users/sim hell nah that shit makes me feel like I'm being judged at the seat of the cosmos for all of neurotic behaviors

@vriska@lizards.live @sim@shitposter.club damn that's weed for me hahahaha

Xalef - https://shitposter.club/users/Xalef sim - https://shitposter.club/users/sim weed just makes me stupid in a really fun and comfortable way.

@Xalef@shitposter.club @vriska@lizards.live Is this some weird drug talk I don't really get?

@vriska@lizards.live @sim@shitposter.club weed used to be like that until I had a bad acid trip which I also mixed with weed, tbh I can still get some really good sensations with weed but I need a really good setting for it, I can't just smoke and being happily retarded for a couple of hours.

@sim@shitposter.club @vriska@lizards.live yeah, I have been deranging to talk about this lately, I guess is because I really don't have a lot of people to talk about it, so it just comes out.

@Xalef@shitposter.club @vriska@lizards.live Really? I think you are at home on fedi then. I feel like the oddball out that I'm pretty straight when it comes to things like drugs and alcohol intake. As in, I don't take the stuff recreationally or as like a fix.