one of these days the next personal flaw I'll have to conquer is my complete refusal to be emotionally vulnerable to any degree for any reason and that is gonna be the one that gets me

I would literally rather blow my head off than tell someone how I'm doing even if I'm doing well and I think that is pretty fucked up

@vriska@lizards.live that shit fucked me up for almost a decade, all those feelings brewing up deep inside me just got worse and worse

nobody gets to know me, not even me, and that's the way I like it baby

cell - https://shitposter.club/users/cell i feel like im gonna be jokerfied one of these days i s2g

this is why my ultimate life end goal is shifty motorcycle drifter

@vriska@lizards.live way of the road

Xalef - https://shitposter.club/users/Xalef nowhere is my home baby

sim - https://shitposter.club/users/sim it really sucks but I can not seem to find a way to suppress it at all no matter what I try

@vriska@lizards.live a fellow drifter I see

@vriska@lizards.live @sim@shitposter.club Molly will open you up

Xalef - https://shitposter.club/users/Xalef sim - https://shitposter.club/users/sim hell nah that shit makes me feel like I'm being judged at the seat of the cosmos for all of neurotic behaviors

@vriska@lizards.live @sim@shitposter.club damn that's weed for me hahahaha

Xalef - https://shitposter.club/users/Xalef sim - https://shitposter.club/users/sim weed just makes me stupid in a really fun and comfortable way.

@Xalef@shitposter.club @vriska@lizards.live Is this some weird drug talk I don't really get?

@vriska@lizards.live @sim@shitposter.club weed used to be like that until I had a bad acid trip which I also mixed with weed, tbh I can still get some really good sensations with weed but I need a really good setting for it, I can't just smoke and being happily retarded for a couple of hours.

@sim@shitposter.club @vriska@lizards.live yeah, I have been deranging to talk about this lately, I guess is because I really don't have a lot of people to talk about it, so it just comes out.

@Xalef@shitposter.club @vriska@lizards.live Really? I think you are at home on fedi then. I feel like the oddball out that I'm pretty straight when it comes to things like drugs and alcohol intake. As in, I don't take the stuff recreationally or as like a fix.