I spilled SO much spaghetti this morning it's unreal

Story time?

@Jens_Rasmussen@poa.st just pure, filtered, unadulterated autism moment from me... Woke up to freshly brewed coffee and someone telling me I'll be late for work if I keep lazing around and I was so overwhelmed by it all that I communicated like a sperg

Rape?

@Jens_Rasmussen@poa.st no rape But would might want relationship Unsure as of now

>No rape Then what was the "spergy communication"?

@Jens_Rasmussen@poa.st me being unable to put into words how heartwarming it felt for me... And how much I appreciated it I'm just an idiot Haiyaaaaaáa

Just write your appreciation in a message on a chat service? It's easier that way, and if you do it correctly it might even make you seem "cute".

@Jens_Rasmussen@poa.st I have the lingering feeling that it's best to drop the subject altogether Or show it in another way But I don't want to make her feel uncomfortable I'm just an anxious mess right now because I appreciate her and think there might be a chance, but since she is stuck with me, so to speak, I don't want it to come off as me taking advantage of the situation, it's a tad bit complicated I'm thinking of addressing my thoughts and feelings further down the line when she is about to leave so a negative answer would have little to no consequences for either one... Man I kinda like feeling this way and I hate it in equal measures

@Jens_Rasmussen@poa.st man, that last sentence cuts way deeper than you think Not cool Really not cool

You have to own up to your past mistakes, it's a part of life. And I get to be jealous because you have had, I assume, good relationships when I had none.

@Jens_Rasmussen@poa.st My past mistakes haunt me at night, don't need to be constantly reminded of them in my waking moments as well I own up to having fucked up good things I had in life and I have openly talked about here on here as well