People will ask me for "fresh blackpill content" from time to time and I feel that I don't have anything to add of note in such regard. But one "blackpill" that develops when becoming a 30+ incel which I've noticed, is the unfortunate circumstance that you just find yourself relegated to less status within your own family. I'm far enough removed from school for those days to not have any place on my mind these days, but family gatherings are increasingly just a place to eat and drink and otherwise sit around in silence. When every other relative of your generation has been married, is getting married, has kids or is expecting, there's just nothing comparable to converse on. At best, I might play a song or sing one and speak on internet opportunity, something to at least keep hope in my aging relatives that maybe this will end up in them being invited to some wedding some time before they're too elderly. But they rightfully put their time into better investments, those who are actually moving the lineage and have more relatable and tangible lifestyles. Overall, it doesn't upset me and I don't take it personally. I just find myself stuck in a particular situation, where I keep myself involved because I do believe it is the right thing to do, but at the same time nothing would really change if I just opted to spend my time alone and disengaged. I suppose in a way, that's how it goes. The nature of things these days, to teeter between the person making their effort to maintain a social circumstance and their immersion into total hermitage. So true.

@FelonyCommitter@poa.st when relatives ask "so what are you up to?"

@Wyatt@poa.st Grandma when I start unfurling my pocket edition of The Wyatt Thread

@FelonyCommitter@poa.st I knew people would steal that shit from me im on the phone with amazon rn

@FelonyCommitter@poa.st every family has a black sheep and it just happened to be you

@FelonyCommitter@poa.st So true. Fuck a 40 character limit. You can't get /lit/kino like this on twitter.

@buttered_poasties@poa.st women just dont care if you aren't 6ft9 350lb 5%bodyfat and making 10 billion dollars a year while also being a male model movie star and the top selling musician on the planet, among other things. Thankfully I've made peace with that at this point and have things in life besides women