I notice I start to get a lot of depression if i talk too much to people that I have to hide all my intrusive thoughts from which is where shitposting on fedi comes in as a sort of pressure valve to keep me from becoming psychotic

@hidden@cawfee.club Not having irl friends I can let out my weird thoughts around is torture

@hidden@cawfee.club > autistic masking u are a spergwaif

@scathach@stereophonic.space I know it's so hard being normal idk like im popular and stuff but its just such an annoying drain

@87ytO93NfgzyEthiHPvD@misskey.bubbletea.dev I know its insane...

@hidden@cawfee.club Bro you need to find irl friends you don't need to mask around, it's really wonderful

@scathach@stereophonic.space It's true it's true but I have a very particular brain. I only know 3 people who I feel normal around

@hidden@cawfee.club I mean, hearing someone complain about Romans and dickride g*rmans constantly gets old pretty fast, but friends should keep a stiff upper lip

@hidden@cawfee.club - https://cawfee.club/users/hidden @scathach@stereophonic.space - https://stereophonic.space/users/scathach i've been just embracing being weird and being more open with people and honestly it's been paying off I think

@hidden@cawfee.club whatever you say, dear

@shibao@misskey.bubbletea.dev @scathach@stereophonic.space I've been trying to channel more racist uncle energy with my family which helps for sure

@hidden@cawfee.club - https://cawfee.club/users/hidden @scathach@stereophonic.space - https://stereophonic.space/users/scathach honestly i need more sassy 70s motorcycle grandpa energy

@shibao@misskey.bubbletea.dev @scathach@stereophonic.space The world needs YOU Shibao