All of my family members that have died have either been ancient, or died from a quick and brutal cancer. But I guess this is the first time I've been able to see illness so close and personal and I have a lot of emotions.
I saw my dad as a living corpse, then he died the next day. I'm sorry you have to go through this.
I guess I get mad about things and am just a bystander since it isn't *my* grandpa. Then I think about all the health problems my grandparents have and how soon they'll start dying and it is depressing.