I may be blocked from normalfag ascension simply from being a noticer. It is just true that knowing the ways of Judaism blocks you from talking to normalfags normally. It's just...impossible to hide. When they see that you notice, one of the people in the group turns their knife towards you. You can befriend individuals, but people meeting friends come in groups and it only takes a single blackball to get kicked out of a group. I give up entirely. I do not know *what* I will do to find community, but I do know that I will not ever find it in normalfag circles. I will continue to search for friends, but I am forced to acknowledge that I do not belong in communities that accept normalfags. I must remember the lesson of Uriel d'Acosta, and how his desperate attempts to integrate into a society which hates him resulted in his downfall.

yes, i remember turning 14 as well

@professionalbigot69@poa.st Man it's real fucking annoying that trying to make friends as an adult looks *exactly* like high school.

Can you be more specific? (I AM YOUR FBI HANDLER)

@Xenophon@nicecrew.digital I just wanted friends

No i mean how you are having trouble hiding your power level. And im sorry. I dont want friends (and i have none).

@Xenophon@nicecrew.digital I have the "CMD's mother" complex clogging up my social filter and racist dogwhistles come out. One of the paranoid people notices the dogwhistle. Then it's over.

@ceo_of_monoeye_dating@lab.nyanide.com @Xenophon@nicecrew.digital I don't know what it's like where you live but the younger generation tends to be alot more accepting of NOOOTICING. Like 18-24 regularly will drop the nigger word or call a fag a fag where as even like 26-30 would be horrified by the idea. They tend to be cucked on the tiny hat people still but are more tolerant of other viewpoints. So learn some zoomer slang and break out the PS5 and current year call of duty.

@ceo_of_monoeye_dating@lab.nyanide.com @Xenophon@nicecrew.digital probably. Have you tried not being old? Also to be clear, I don't think they actually hate blacks (although that's certainly changing) or homosexuals. They just don't care if you do. Nor do they care about how others feel about slurs.

@RedTechEngineer@fedi.lowpassfilter.link @Xenophon@nicecrew.digital What do Zoomers...do? Like how do they go outside?

@ceo_of_monoeye_dating@lab.nyanide.com @Xenophon@nicecrew.digital Befriend loner NEETs and never let them meet each other.

@ceo_of_monoeye_dating@lab.nyanide.com @Xenophon@nicecrew.digital For me the issue is it's impossible to discuss current events without saying noticer things lol, Only people I'll do it with from time to time is my parents and they're not exactly hyper vigilant so if I slip up from time to time they don't catch on. Tis the fun of the 'tisms lol. Haven't had any IRL falling outs over my views, but that's cus I currently don't fucking know anyone IRL asides my folks and one relative lol.

@Witch_Hunter_Siegfried@clew.lol @Xenophon@nicecrew.digital I've had two falling outs IRL since the start of the year. This is miserable.

@ceo_of_monoeye_dating@lab.nyanide.com @Witch_Hunter_Siegfried@clew.lol Xenophon@nicecrew.digital >he had at least two (2) IRL friends Shameful display. I excommunicate you from the terminally online loser community.

Just don't mention the jews dude it's not too hard

@kerosene@fsebugoutzone.org @Witch_Hunter_Siegfried@clew.lol @Xenophon@nicecrew.digital It's not even that, I had two *friend groups.* I lost one completely, and one is sorta in an awkward spot. I can navigate the awkward one, but it is a little bad.

@ceo_of_monoeye_dating@lab.nyanide.com @kerosene@fsebugoutzone.org @Xenophon@nicecrew.digital If I may ask what exactly happened?

@Tactical@nicecrew.digital In addition to being a noticer I was also raised by Klansmen, Nazis, and the Aryan Brotherhood. My life is so interwoven with this stuff that I cannot talk about my past without mentioning this stuff.

@Witch_Hunter_Siegfried@clew.lol @kerosene@fsebugoutzone.org @Xenophon@nicecrew.digital I got to complaining about how my family trained me to be able to spot jews and the guy was like "haha that ability doesn't exist because jews are a culture and religion not a race. You're an insane antisemite."

Ok yeah and so was I but it's really not that hard to be normal

@Tactical@nicecrew.digital Yes it is. If it was easy then I'd succeed at it.

then don't be a hikkomori, get some sun or something dude, get off the internet

@Tactical@nicecrew.digital I'm fucking TRYING and I'm complaining about FAILING.

@ceo_of_monoeye_dating@lab.nyanide.com @kerosene@fsebugoutzone.org @Xenophon@nicecrew.digital IDK how in the fuck you could not realize it's a race when fucking isntrael has DNA testing for citizenship and they've OFC got telling features and the like.

Just go to a bar and play some pool or get a job and talk to co-workers

@Tactical@nicecrew.digital I work remotely Bar pool is a good idea actually going to consider that.

@Witch_Hunter_Siegfried@clew.lol @kerosene@fsebugoutzone.org @Xenophon@nicecrew.digital I just I can explain myself to the other people in the group but not him. It's a salvageable situation but it sucks.

Wow thats retarded. Of course jews are a race. They openly admit it.

@Xenophon@nicecrew.digital @Witch_Hunter_Siegfried@clew.lol @kerosene@fsebugoutzone.org Yeah. It sucks, but when retarded people throw down the "ur an antisemite" bandana then it's fucking over. I lose friends this way a lot, but it's also impossible to stop noticing. Someone else pointed out that the zoomies are better about this so I'm gonna go find them and hang with them.

Go to a bar. Leaen to not be shit at throwing darts. Drink and talk to people who look racist.

@Xenophon@nicecrew.digital @professionalbigot69@poa.st Walk up to the Mexican guy and throw an Elon salute, got it.

You can, you know, bite your tongue for the sake of finding a group. I do it for the sake of my tabletop game group since they are a bunch of pseudo normies. The problem is that all of them are fucking niggercattle'd when it comes to propaganda and they inject their retarded politics in the setting. Specially the current master which is a woman i despise with all my being

@Morghur@decayable.ink Yes but you can't make authentic friends that way. I feel like we've had this conversation before and had the same disagreement.

@ceo_of_monoeye_dating@lab.nyanide.com this is precisely the reason I am no longer a normalfag. after being betrayed by the first friend group I didn't take the second seriously.

Perhaps, i don't remember. Back then i would have probably said that it doesn't matter or that aquaintances are more important just to curb solitude but now i would have told you having "friends" like the ones i have is a poison. I need to keep contact with them to a minimum or else they will fucking brain poison me with their niggercattle babble. The problem with people like fedi dwellers is that we are too far apart, rare or socially akward to be able to socialize easily.

@Morghur@decayable.ink This would've been a month ago.

@Morghur@decayable.ink I definitely did have this disagreement relatively recently with someone and they were very adamant that manipulating people into thinking you're someone who you aren't is good.

@ceo_of_monoeye_dating@lab.nyanide.com @Xenophon@nicecrew.digital I try to intentionally put in a few dogwhistles, life isn't worth living as a coward

@RedTechEngineer@fedi.lowpassfilter.link @ceo_of_monoeye_dating@lab.nyanide.com @Xenophon@nicecrew.digital reminds me how at the poker club someone said in passing at a full table something like "fags do X" with no pushback (I think clash royale was the context), that is the most aryan male group at the uni

@Cyrillic@lab.nyanide.com @RedTechEngineer@fedi.lowpassfilter.link @Xenophon@nicecrew.digital OK I see. You are a zoomie and you talk with zoomies and have zoomie friends. Basically it's literally that my age is wrong and I should go find the fucking zoomers. I should stop acting my age and accept that I am in spirit a fucking zoomer.

@ceo_of_monoeye_dating@lab.nyanide.com @RedTechEngineer@fedi.lowpassfilter.link @Xenophon@nicecrew.digital it of course varies, there are also zoomer faggots at the other clubs (e.g. at board games, albeit I and a few others have gotten away with throwing Romans but I think that's the upper range), this one though doesn't even have a single woman or nigger and a high density of engineers/computer scientists

@Morghur@decayable.ink @ceo_of_monoeye_dating@lab.nyanide.com I ditched DnD after the dm was an obnoxious woman and it opened with trigger warnings and ethical guidelines, if I'm not networking then for what purpose would I subject myself to that?